i feel sucky i feel sick when frens have problems i dun seemed to be able to help them when i have problems i dun seemed to find ppl who can help me they are jus as busy as ever out of a sudden i really miss justin at least we dun ahve much probs and he makes me happy at least when i'm with him i wont think of any problems i'm facing he makes me happy. really. when i jus wan x x x's smile and encouragement i jus dun seemed to find but justin's diff. he's jus like a big brother to me at least, he knows how to hong me. and he knows how to make me smile. but mayb i've not been loving xxx too much or mayb i'm jus reluctant to let go of xxx b'cos ...... i dunnoe la mayb i jus treat him as an elder bro he seemed to change. she seemed to change. everybody seemed to change. or mayb i was the one tt changed? i questioned everything but never myself why why why? i jus dun feel good. my tonight sleep is burnt again i supposed.